fi lahazat betfre2 keter fi hayatna, yemken tekon haga so3'ayara awy , bas ta2serha 3alena beykon keber begad , mn shar w nos ta2reban , kan fi lahza , fara2t fi masar hayati , yemken ma kontsh fahma awy wa2tha mn kotr el sarba3a eih ely bey7sal , bas aked kont mar3oba w hassa eni ray7a lel mante2a el maghoula , aked ana mabsouta mn hagat keter hasalet 7'elal el fatra di , bas aked kaman eni masdouma , shayfa kol haga bett3'ayar w ana msh 3arfa at2aklem ma3a el ta3'yeer w msh 3ara a3mel haga ,ay haga , hassa eni mogamada , w dema3'i we2fet , msh 3arfa ashta3'al , w el mba betrouh meni w ana msh 3arfa a3mel ay haga begad ! lama seme3t mosika fakaretni behaga kont 3amaltha zaman , la2tni ba3yat gamed , ana fe3lan me7tassa gedan!metla7'bata , w msh fahma ba3mel eih ? i did the mba , just to have a better life , and then now i'm loosing it and i might even loose this class of life!i stopped play theater to have also a better life style and better social network , however i feel more depression , more stress and i'm not able to release this stress in my new "LIFE STYLE" , and frankly speaking , I'm not sure what is the style of this life begad , i have a support now , a real support from my husband , and my family , however i feel like a fool ! no output in anything , nothing at all more than sleeping and do nothing ? i feel that worth nothing begad , bel3aks ana bawazt hayat kol el nas , i got a bid sum of money from dad for the MBA and did nothing mama gaved me most of the amount she got for her retirement also for the mba and i am loosing it , she is cooking for me and i do nothing , zeyad did a lot of things to be with me , he borrowed a good sum of money and now i put him in the nothing zone ... new responsibilities for nothing! begad ana hassa eni 3'abeya awy!! w mo2zeya kaman!